The Little Chef ?

I'm Back. Assalamualaikum semuaa..

Siapakah dia "The Little Chef" ? Well, its me Haha.. perasan plak jadi cheff. exactly I am not that kind of "PRO chef" . I am just a simple person trying to cook and bake haha . what can I say its fun to bake cake even though , sometimes I feel tired to make one. What was on my mind when the first time making cake.well, let see Its damn so hard . You have to make sure that you have all of the ingredients. you can't make cakes without the ingredient . Then, you also will be needing some equipment like an oven, food processing , and so on. its a lot of works you see but I can guarantee one thing you'll have an unforgettable moment and experience in your life.

When I first making cake , I have no idea what kind of cake was I doing and will it works. Basically, most the cake that I made I learn it from Youtube . haha kinda funny right? well, knowledge have no boundaries . what can I say, Youtube have all of it, from the ingredient and how to make it. even my mom did ask me where did I learn making all of this cake, not just mom , in fact my whole family as well. I'll just answered it all on youtube . haha simple kann. I don't need books or classes to learn. I just need to type Y O U  T U B E. in fact, I have also learn how to take care of my cats fur from the youtube. Life Is So Simple . haha that's it lets take a look on what cakes and food that I have made .

Tadddaaa this is my first cake. its Kit Kat Ice Cream Cake . simple and taste so good .. basically its just ice cream jakk ...

This one plak is the durian cake. this cake was so damn hard to make it and the ingredients is so hard to find.

  Ni plakk my mini cupcake with cheese filling. classic sangat kan haha...

this funny looking pizza is hawaian chicken pizza on my homemade version and its taste so goooodddd..

and this is my roti bun. its just so simple to make it.

and this one is my croissant ala malaysian gitu

Tadaaa cantik tak muy rainbow cake with only 4 colours hahaha

and last not least my apple pie.. 

that's it peeps.. next time I make other cakes and food.. bye assalamualaikum semuaa

FAT OR SKINNY ?

Assalamualaikum semua ..

See my title today. FAT OR SKINNY ? Your guys must be wondering what is about the title that I made of. Well, if you want to know , it's all about being fat or skinny . So here I am want to tell that I am a fat girl . Being so skinny is what I have been desire for a long time . People used to called me fat girl . It's been torching me for a long time as well. And what kills me the most is when I can wear any of my favorite clothes, pants and shoes as well. I am kinda jealous with some girls who can easily wears anything and it fits so well. 

Ohh how I'd wish that I can be like them. Is not that I don't love myself. I like myself .

So , I am trying to get my body being in a great as I wanted for a long time. But I don't take any pills that make me skinny, I don't control myself from eating , and most of all I don't force myself. Instead of that, I'll change it with some balance diet and health exercise. Hopefully, this method works and I can keep up with it.  My current weight is 60 kg. I know it's fat right haha... That why I am trying to be health again.

That is not the only reason why I wanted so much to be skinny. There are other reason why I wanted to be skinny. One of the reason, is because of my family. You know it a frustration feeling being called and critics by your own family. Is not that bad but what makes it so frustrating is being told that my weight is a weight of a mother that have many children and being compare to your own cousin that much skinner and have beautiful shape of their body. This is why I dare myself to be a healthy person.

Hopefully, it goes just fine as I plan it be. And these most important is I have to keep up my balance diet and the exercise as well. At least, my mom, dad, sister and my brother support what I am trying to do. Not like some other peoples who laughing at me when I was going for jogging. Hahan at least I have my own effort. Inshallah , I will do my best.

And I am going for 50 kg . You peeps support me as well . That's all assalamualaikum everybody :)

H O L I D A Y.

Assalamualaikum Semua..

What a nice day to start with a big smile haha. Anyway, what its holiday already.. what you're guys up to? any plan ? or a vacation ? I bet you all have plenty of plan where to go, what to do , and so all , right ? well, as for me I got nothing for sure. Actually, this holiday my dad were planing to go to Jakarta , Indonesia . I was like OMG, I was damn so excited . Unfortunately, that plan wasn't go as I hope it be. There is one of my dad habit is he like to say something but in the same time he also did say that any of things that he say are not sure yet until it happen. so, what I am trying to say is that , plan to jakarta is not sure yet.

But, I think this time my dad really mean it. Wanna know why ? Because , my sis, my brothers and I, are going to make our own passport. I was like hell yeahh . Finally its happen. HAHAHA... however, I wont put that much hope this time. There is other plan my dad says that after we jarkarta , we will be going to bintulu sarawak to visit our brother (ahpong). Basically, our vacation is about visiting our brothers. In Jarkarta, we will be visiting our brother ( zulfadli a.k.a don ) , so its like nescafe 3 in 1 haha while going for holiday in the same time we got to meet our far far far way siblings. I cant wait to see themm.

So today, we are going to immigration to make our passport. hopefully its goes just fine . we did take picture for international passport. it was horrible like shit. we have to wear this ugly coat and it was smelly like I was dying to wear it. and the worst is that my face was like shit. I dont know how's my passport gonna be. hopefully it wasn't that worst.


That all peeps gtg , bye assalamualakum <3

F R E E D O M !!

Assalamualaikum everybodyyy

Well, last month I've been through my most important examination in my entire life which is SPM a.k.a  Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia . What can I say . Well the examination killed me like now I am the walking death body ! in a short cut it was damn so hard , not all of the papers. Basically, only few of the papers were damn so hard . For me , the papers that killed me the most were bm, geografi, ekonomi, sejarah, and of course ICT. 

Hopefully, I didn't do that worse on those papers. HOPEFULLY ! 

Enough with SPM, usually all of  Ex-SPM feels so happy when the papers were over cause NO MORE SCHOOL UNIFORM, NO MORE HOME WORKS, NO MORE ASSEMBLY IN THE EARLY MORNING, NO MORE EXTRA CLASS, EVERYTHING IN NO MORE HAHA. Well, for me is the same but in the same time IT KILLS ME MORE . Wanna know why? Cause I am damn so bored at home like nothing to do. This are me everyday check list on what I do, wake up on 9.30 am, breakfast, watching tv, and bla bla bla...... I AM DAMN SO BOREDDDDDDD. I am super duper JEALOUS with my friends who have a lot of activity to do like going for a vacation, temporarily working, and doing their own business .. its kills me so much watching them !

What can I say... I AM BORED

that all peeps bubye assalamualaikumm...

SPM FEVER

Assalamualaikum everyone

its about 3 months I haven't updating my blog . well , its not that I am bored blogging but I am kinda busy this lately . well, this year  I am taking my biggest exam in my life which is SPM (Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia)

in fact , this is the month that we have been waiting for SPM.  I am a little bit scared but I believe that I have done enough to get the best result for my SPM. with all of my sacrifice, my effort and support from my family and friends , Insya Allah I will do my best for them. 

This week , we are given 1 week to rest. YYYEEEAAAHHHHH no paper . however there 4 papers more to go. last week , we have done BM , BI, SEJARAH, MATHS, and ICT . well, there's only 3 words that I can describe about it " ITS SO HARD !!!!!" . not all papers were that difficult. For me, History paper  and ICT were so difficult . I am putting a lot of hope that I will get A for ICT paper. insya Allah

Next week , I will face 4 papers which are PI, SC, GEO, and EKO. insya Allah, I will do my best .

That's all, back to books again. Insya Allah if I have time I will update more story . Assalamualaikum semua.

Hard Work That Finally Paid !!

Assalamualaikum everyone :)

See the picture up there, its certificates of second place in Digital Story Telling competition :). Alhamdulillah , after weeks and weeks of hard work finally it paid. Even though , we didn't won first place , second place is enough for us. My friend : Abdul Rafee , Nurul Suhadah and Syaharah and I are planning to join this competition cause we are the ICT student and it will be a shame if we do not join the competition, so we dare ourself to win the competition. However, the spirit that we have , eventually turn to be unfinished work. Everybody seems like "Melepaskan Batuk Di Tangga" which make me become so mad. So there I were trying to prove to all my friend that I can do this by my own hands without their helps.

 Actually, when I started to make the movie , I wasn't that sure what kind of movie I willl present . My first suggestion was, I want to make a funny movie that can make all people laugh but it wasn't that easy cause I need a lots of actors. I asked all my classmate to help but they are just same with the others. So , I end up with a movie about a boy and his cats. This movie is about the love of human being and animals are damn so deep , same as my love towards cats. The funniest thing about this movie is that there were only 3 actors , the boy, the cats and the boy's maid.Haha well, its a budget movie and I recorded the movie by my own phone.hehe during that time my dad's camera broke so I don't have any choice using my old blackberry :) .Somehow its turns well , I guess so . At the end of the day . the result was really good and the second place are just enough for me . so kepada kwn2 ku yg tumpang kejayaan tu aku ikhlas at least I can show you that I can do it by my own . 

p/s : I will post the movie next time :)

SPM TRIAL :)

Assalamualaikum semua :)

I am very busy this lately . Well, its exam weekend and its bring so much pressure on me cause it SPM TRIAL . I am hoping a good result instead of capital "F" which I hate to watch it !! This SPM TRIAL result makes me going nuts , its shows my improvement in getting straight A in my SPM . If its shows some improvement , Alhamdulillah ya Allah , but if its shows instead of it , it will be a heart broken for me . I put a lot of effort, and sacrifice my time for going to my tuition class. That is why I am putting a lot of hope in this exam. I have another story that are damn so disturbing me during exam. It bother me damn so much to watch my classmate answering the question with books under their table or should we called it " ILMU DALAM LACI ", well who wouldn't be mad if they get higher marks than you while you have put so much effort to get up there. It is not fair . This kind of act can addicted someone to use shortcut to get highest marks but its just not fair to other people who choose honest way to get marks by their own effort . I wanted so much to scream " Hello, selama ni kau ksi biar buku tu tinggal di rumah but when exam ko rajin pulak tengok buku !! " . what make me so sick when I'm watching them being so proud of the marks that they get while its not their effort or effort of MENIRU adalah !! but its they own choice. they choice to cheat and I choice the better where if I cant answer, I will take little nap and its prevent me from cheating. I AM PROUD OF MARKS THAT I GET BY MY OWN EFFORT !!! 

well peeps that all I want to share , I will post again.
assalamualaikum everyone :)